It is amazing how in one instant everything can feel like it changed. Just days ago I was planning how I would manage to dress properly for canoing when my wet suit doesn’t fit any longer. I had written a list of projects we needed to accomplish to prepare for biking, canoing, camping and hiking this summer. I was thinking through how to travel with a baby for my cousin’s wedding next year and realizing that I would never have a Christmas alone with James – ever. Life as we knew it was changing rapidly and everything our future had to offer had to allow room for our baby. And…